bored bored bored

im at work. no calls yet and im bored already.

i havent been online for days.

saturday- went to see noy at Racks in el pueblo, ate then ran. haha. met up with rhon and watched jumper. not so memorable date, but i took him home. i dont know why, but i suddenly like helicopters. teehee. :P

sunday, i went on a shopping spree from greenhills to sm mla. bought chucks that have short laces, phone pouch, universal remote control. new jacket, pants, cologne. then i stayed at starbs for my secret single behavior and saw a pretty girl who talked trash. eeee. try saying moka frap with very hard consonants.

nighttime came and peter and toto dropped by. bonding moments. then peter and i ate at pares. la lang.

i tried to iron my new pants. i ruined it!!!! argh!!

pinay in american idol

the freaking auditions are over, and the real competition now starts for Season 7 of American Idol, and i am so proud that a Pinay is there again. Ramiele Malubay, from sunny California, i think, is part of the Top 24, and based on the first performance (You dont have to say you love me ditty also sung at times by Lani Misalucha) she rocks. not so slurry, and very restrained. i love it.

my crushes are jason yeager, luke menard, david hernandez and the eliminated cutie, josiah leming. david archuleta is yummy, but he's too young.

i got my fone working already. my new num is 0917871**** :P

tita luz called last night, but i had to take a bath so we werent able to talk.

gossip girl is so fab..

in the event that you have nothing to do on a tuesday night and you dont wanna bored out of your wits, try tuning in to ETC on cable TV and wait for Gossip Girl at 8:00pm (puhleez, do not extend Tyra again).

people belonging to the generation when Sex and the City and Melrose Place were must-watch serials would really appreciate this fabulous new show that has been creating so much buzz in the US of A.

set in the busy streets of Manhattan, Gossip Girl showcases the love-hate relationship of frenemies Serena and Blair, as things are narrated by their regular blogger Gossip Girl (voiced by the beautiful Kristen Bell of Heroes and Veronica Mars).

the storyline very much focuses on the scheming cat fights of these ladies, sort of similar to Mean Girls, but much more sophisticated.

story aside, here are a few reasons why i am starting to love it:

the delectable Chace Crawford. he was nothing in The Covenant, he didnt even register in my mind, but here, he does a lot. cutesy patootsey, i love it.

Kelly Rutherford, who now plays a mom. i loved her in Melrose Place (and im feeling good about MP alumni comebacks) i still love her now.

Matthew Settle. he had a short stint in Brothers and Sisters, i was so bitin, so seeing him in GG more than makes up for that.

Kristen Bell, i hated her in Veronica Mars and loved her in Heroes. the all-knowing feel her narration exudes is very much exciting for me. i definitely lurve her here.

Manhattan. this shows how much i miss the fashions and faces of Manhattan. hail to the only ladies who ruled the Big Apple, my SATC girls!

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i got my new fone today, not that fabulous, but it's super slim. i love it!

i dont have my new number yet, it will take 48-72 hours before it is activated. argh.

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Aris is texting me. no deal.

global imbyerna

it's been 2 weeks since i applied for my Globe line. i know that i had problems with my IDs, but the contact person hasnt been replying to my messages. so when i got home this morning, i called the hotline again and asked for feedback, hoping i was denied so that i wont have to wait. they were kind enough to send me messages and call me. the problem was, the verifier from ACS is only available wed-fri, 2pm-5pm. i wonder, did they just try to call one time? so i called HR and asked for the contact person, got the name Suphab and immediately texted the Globe person. if this has been happening for days, they could have advised me so i didnt have to persistently call them. argh.

boiling point

this weekend, i watched Juno, which is a very quirky movie about teenage pregnancy with a very indie feel. i absolutely loved it!

then i chatted, for horny reasons. i tried to meet up with this guy who turned out to be not the person in the picture! i absolutely ignored him when i met him!!!

then last night, i met up with noy at greenhills, had coffee and then we went to palawan. where people were dancing while taking their shirts off. eeee.

***continuation***

i got my money from ex, but he didnt give me my Half Blood Prince because he lent it to someone else. which irked me because he should have told me he'd do that. im not irritated because it's him who did it, but generally, if something isnt yours, at least tell the owner you're lending it to someone else. argh.

Barbie isnt coming to work anymore, and her husband isnt replying to my messages, and she owes me 800 bucks. hay. she's my friend, i dont wanna think ill of her..

a frida kahlo moment

i dont know how i got it but right now, i dont wanna go out because i have a sort of red rash that runs right across the space between my eyebrows. i have a freaking unibrow. i feel like a bloated salma hayek. argh.

the feeling of being single has just sunk in to me. i am not in the mood to entertain anything romantic. depende na lang siguro kung sino.

suddenly, i feel like i want a change of industry. what if i just become a barista?

vday sweets

so i had no date with brownies earlier today. after i met up with babe arville and his girlfriend sandy, i went straight to mercury drug and bought a lotta junk food. mo comfort food though. i bought a squirtle toothbrush too. hehehe.

just like any normal day, i watched tv and smoked and ate. nothing very special. nothing very special.

i got a call from my tita baby, and she said my ninong bobby is here. after american idol, i dropped by and ate pancit and roasted chicken. heaven!!! ninong gave me a shirt, snickers and get this: Cappuccino in French Vanilla. omg! more more coffee more more fun!

after that i went to work, and now everyone's wearing black. i am so bored. it's like there's no occasion. no biggie though. at least i had sleep.

sorry, no drama today. i have chocolates to perk me up.

pre-valentine's day coffee-ness

bernard is absent so i dont have a date tomorrow. no, i am not dating bernard, i was supposed to celebrate Vday by eating a big chunk of brownies that he is selling. pfft. i am so Miranda right now.

because of the Vday hoopla, i wont be going out of the house today and tomorrow. id only go out on saturday for the UP Fair. im not sure if i would attend SOTF with UP PMS.

im officially on an eating binge. since i dont have my brownies, id look for an alternative tomorrow. argh. gotta eat then sulk in a corner.

ive been lacking sleep for the past few days, it may be because im smoking again. i sleep late and wake up early. (today it was acceptable because American Idol was on at 6pm)

i applied for postpaid lines with Globe and Sun and it's taking them a lot of time. argh!!! ive been waiting for 2 weeks for Sun. pfft.

spice just gave me magic chips in barbecue flavor. i love it.

the guys here at the office are talking about politics. cant help but overhear.

im wearing black today. not in the mood to celebrate anything.

flowerless.. powerless..

on my way to work, i saw a very cute guy on the jeep in front of the fx i was in. as usual, my eyes were trying to shift from left to right, as if i was looking around, but always staying a few more seconds in his direction. when our fx started to leave, i saw a better view of him, and i was aghast at what i found. on his lap was a bouquet of flowers, obviously for someone..

ive always dreamt of receiving flowers from someone i really like. in college, during master slave week, i asked my crush, as an utos, to surprise me with flowers. he gave me malaysian mums, which i kept for a while, but had to throw them because they were dirty.

when i was still at info, a friend of mine who used to court me gave me SUNFLOWERS. i would have kissed him, but i didnt like him that way. he was just a friend.

with my last relationship, i sent him flowers when he was sick, but i dont think he appreciated it because he didnt even keep a single petal. no deal.

i love flowers. on sunday night, i was with er and inay sonia at dangwa, and i was surrounded by amazingly beautiful flowers. i had the urge to buy, but i didnt want to make myself feel more pathetic.

i want flowers. flowers from someone who is special to me. ever since the moment i saw the flowers on that guy's lap, ive lost all the energy i was hoping to bring to work. i suddenly felt sad. so sad.

it's february 11th, days before valentine's day. i had different plans for this day, but now, id spend it working on a shitty day.

i need flowers. just so i can smile.

oxygen, spice girls

this is my most favorite spice girls song ever. it just ran thru my head so i had to look for the lyrics. ive forgotten how it goes but i love it. super. if the Spice Girls were to come to the Philippines, id love for them to sing this song. haaay.



"Oxygen"
There will come a time
I know I'm gonna need
Someone I can trust, someone who'll fight for me
That's the way I love

This is my time to work things out
What I want from this life
There will be someone out there for me
That's the way I love

It doesn't really matter who ever you are
Don't matter where you go
Just make sure you're there to answer when love comes around
Don't be surprised when love knocks at your door

You're the breath that I take
You're the smile on my face
Every time I breath in
Brings me warmth from within
When you touch me I start believing
Loving is like oxygen

Even when we're so far apart
I still feel you in my heart
Cos you've given me the greatest gift of all
That's the way I love

The way I love is easy, but could it ever be for me?
This situation seems so insane
It's all about feeling without insecurities
That's the way I love

It doesn't really matter who ever you are
Don't matter where you go
Just make sure you're there to answer when love comes around
Don't be surprised when love knocks at your door

You're the breath that I take
You're the smile on my face
Every time I breath in
Brings me warmth from within
When you touch me I start believing
Loving is like oxygen
(You're in every breath I take)

Imagine a life without loveI'd be so afraid (so afraid)
Cos the love that we share
Would be hard to replace
Baby hold me and never leave me
This love is my oxygen(This love is my oxygen)
Open your heart
Take a deep breath
Stop searching and start believing
Make sure you're there to answer when love comes around
Don't be surprised when true love knocks at your door

You're the breath that I take
You're the smile on my face
Every time I breath in
Brings me warmth from within
When you touch me (I start believing)
Loving is like oxygen(You're in every breath I take)

Imagine a life without loveI'd be so afraid
Cos the love that we share
Would be hard to replace
Baby hold me and never leave me
This love is my oxygen
(This love is my oxygen)

wala lang

not so much happened. DJ and me went to terence's house so he could borrow some clothes. then we ate spag. then i went home.

Pokemon's a lot exciting now.

Aris is still unpredictable. i dont know what to do with him.

im still waiting for my Sun line application.

i think im not in the mood to fall in love right now.

im irritated with Cromwell. he told me earlier, he's bad daw according to me. i dont know why. pfft.

so bored. sorry.

my weekend love

aris and i are not on good terms, not because we fought, but because he doesnt trust me enough. i havent done anything though, and that sucks.

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mar5- tatay's death anniv.
mar6- ash wednesday. did not go to church.
mar7- chinese new year.

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i just realized that aircon buses are way colder than our office. pfft.

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i have no fake perfume anymore. huhuhu.

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i watched SJP on Project Runway. omg, i so miss her and the girls!! cant wait for the Sex and the City movie. i will watch it over and over again, even if it is bad. i miss Samantha. argh.

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i miss Paulo Vinluan. pfft.

freak month

it's feb again. the freaking month of love.

feb 16, survival of the fittest with UP PMS. olive and i might go so we can see francis paraan. hehehe.

i wasnt online for the past few days because ive been spending time with Aris, someone i met last Thurs night. we're exclusively dating, but im not so sure about him. daming hang ups. and he doesnt trust me that much. masyadong suspicious. he's been hanging out the house for a few days already. i like him, but i hope he changes soon. and oh, he's versa. pfft.

im soooo uninterested at work.

last Wed, i applied for a Sun postpaid plan, just because the Sun person was cute. and i have a bestfriend receptionist now. was supposed to give her chocolates but she's not here. :(