here i am, reading my closest-friend-at-the-moment's blog. darn. i feel really guilty. i never ever thought my personal problems can affect my friends that much. i can just cry now, but it's too embarrassing. haha. ye. it's true. sometimes i make judgments that aren't sufficient. ive been pressing her in-demand relationship activities but i don't notice how much she's there for me and actually listen. it's a girl friend thing that i wouldn't wanna waste by being her emotional vampire. ha! i think i deserve the drama queen title.