hmmm... what's new? nothing much. been single for a while. spent christmas not the way i wanted to. even worse, i spent new year's eve at the office. what else sucks??? at least, i ended my year trying to become less and less stupid. i dont know why, but letting go isnt that easy for me, especially when i think something is happening. past is past. cliche. grrr. right now im dating. starting the year on a clean slate. i met, or rather almost met someone so cute and so nice from up manila, but after a few days, i found out he found another already. i wanted to be furious, just angry. i was disappointed. but learning from last year's mistakes, i just let it go. i dont have a grasp of anyone's feelings, and i wont be able to do anything if they decide to do something. it's a weird feeling. but being a drama queen is not on my list anymore. nakakaubos lang ng load kakatext ng friends ko when i whine. aaargh. fighting temptations to rant!!!! heheh.